Psalm 29:11

“The Lord gives strength to his people; the Lord blesses his people with peace.” Psalm 29:11

Allowing the words of this verse sink into my weary soul, I acknowledge Gods goodness. The Lord provides for me daily. Frequently, I get wrapped up in tasks that need to be accomplished and the businesses of life that I neglect to acknowledge all God has provided for me. God does more then provide for me physically (clothing, food, shelter, ect…) he also provides for me emotionally, as this verse points out strength and peace.

Strength and peace. These two things are something I am constantly in need of, being chronically ill. Most days, especially sense leaving the hospital, I feel as though strength has deserted me. Any movement devours what little strength I had. Physically, I feel burdened with weakness. Moment by moment I rely on the Lord for strength. Faithfully, he provides just enough every moment.

Anxiety is as plentiful as the grains of sand on the shore when an individual battles an illness. It is easy to become consumed with fear, stress, and to become overwhelmed. The what if’s invade the mind. Letting go and letting God – whole heartily trusting him- is easier said then done. To everyone’s suspirse, I am being blessed with a season of low anxiety. Logically the fact that my anxiety is almost non exisitant does not add up, but that is okay, I am grateful for the break. I have face many seasons in my life with more anxiety then I knew what to do with. A constant battle.

The Lord faithfully provides strength and peace to his children and it blesses us beyond our understanding. The Lord is the souce of all we need. He will continue to pour blessings into your life.

Father,

I praise you for your faithfulness and for every blessing in our lives. My heart overflows with gratitude for those who have taken the time to read this. You are the source of all we need. I ask that you would provide us with the strength and peace that we need to get through today. Thank you Lord.

Amen

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Author: Victoria

Welcome, it is an honor you dropped by. I am Victoria. A twenty-something-year-old battling multiple chronic illnesses while learning how to thrive. Chronically Hopeful was designed to educate others and to provide support to those who are chronically ill. Proving encouragement to others is essential to me. I share my health on here. My major illnesses are Lupus, Hyperadrenergic Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, EDS, Mast Cell, Endo, and Ulcerative Colitis. I want to share my story with you hoping you will experience support; that someone else understands your pain, struggles, and frustrations. God has chosen not to heal me but to hold me. The more intense the pain the closer his embrace”. My faith, as a Christian has sustained me through the stormy waters of the past few chapters of my life. I desire to grow closer to God and lead others closer to Him. I help lead two online women’s Bible studies. I also post devotionals. I am pursuing my bachelor’s degree through Liberty University’s online program. Despite my illnesses, I have thrived in school. I am a member of Phi Theta Kappa Honor Society, Psi Chi the International Honor Society, and Tau Sigma Honor Society. Abby is my service dog in training. I also have three cats Gracey, Fluffy, and Sadie Rose. I am looking forward to hearing your precious story. Sending hugs, prayers, and spoons. Have an amazing day!

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