Introducing the problem of the semester. Each semester I seem to run into at least one big obstacle with my health. Lupus doesn’t think college is eventful enough.
After coming home from the hospital, I collapsed, at least, four times from POTS landing on my right hip. Needless to say, I was experiencing hip pain. It was determined that I didn’t break anything. Even so, the pain was getting worse. I knew there was something wrong.The concern became that it was possible my body wasn’t providing enough blood to the bones in my hip. That could cause a bone or tissue to die. My doctor sent me for an MRI which revealed a growth along with some torn cartilage. Now I am waiting to see a specialist to see what the next step will be. Waiting is one of the most challenging things. Not being able to do much for the pain and not knowing what they will suggest to do for the issue at hand.
With Lupus, there is hardly ever a dull moment. I think about my friends with Lupus and everything they go through because of this illness. It can feel like you are just overcoming one obstacle and boom there is another. At times, it is difficult to process everything that is happening. We get use to dealing with certain things like blood work, but additional obstacles don’t become easy to deal with.It threatens our Lupus normal and can cause stress. This is one reason it is vital to have a support system not just of encouraging people but also of others who are dealing with chronic illness. Those of us with chronic illness have a different perspective and provide a different element of support to one another.
At times, people tell us how we should react to an obstacle or tell us the ‘magic’ cure. If you are also facing a health obstacle it’s okay to feel emotional or to feel fine. Your emotions are not wrong. You have enough strength for whatever you are going through. Wishing you all a wonderful afternoon. 🙂