The Problem of the Semester

Introducing the problem of the semester. Each semester I seem to run into at least one big obstacle with my health. Lupus doesn’t think college is eventful enough.

After coming home from the hospital, I collapsed, at least, four times from POTS landing on my right hip. Needless to say, I was experiencing hip pain. It was determined that I didn’t break anything. Even so, the pain was getting worse. I knew there was something wrong.The concern became that it was possible my body wasn’t providing enough blood to the bones in my hip. That could cause a bone or tissue to die. My doctor sent me for an MRI which revealed a growth along with some torn cartilage. Now I am waiting to see a specialist to see what the next step will be. Waiting is one of the most challenging things. Not being able to do much for the pain and not knowing what they will suggest to do for the issue at hand.

With Lupus, there is hardly ever a dull moment. I think about my friends with Lupus and everything they go through because of this illness. It can feel like you are just overcoming one obstacle and boom there is another. At times, it is difficult to process everything that is happening. We get use to dealing with certain things like blood work, but additional obstacles don’t become easy to deal with.It threatens our Lupus normal and can cause stress. This is one reason it is vital to have a support system not just of encouraging people but also of others who are dealing with chronic illness. Those  of us with chronic illness have a different perspective and provide a different element of support to one another.

At times, people tell us how we should react to an obstacle or tell us the ‘magic’ cure. If you are also facing a health obstacle it’s okay to feel emotional or to feel fine. Your emotions are not wrong. You have enough strength for whatever you are going through. Wishing you all a wonderful afternoon. 🙂

 

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Author: Victoria

Welcome, it is an honor you dropped by. I am Victoria. A twenty-something-year-old battling multiple chronic illnesses while learning how to thrive. Chronically Hopeful was designed to educate others and to provide support to those who are chronically ill. Proving encouragement to others is essential to me. I share my health on here. My major illnesses are Lupus, Hyperadrenergic Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, EDS, Mast Cell, Endo, and Ulcerative Colitis. I want to share my story with you hoping you will experience support; that someone else understands your pain, struggles, and frustrations. God has chosen not to heal me but to hold me. The more intense the pain the closer his embrace”. My faith, as a Christian has sustained me through the stormy waters of the past few chapters of my life. I desire to grow closer to God and lead others closer to Him. I help lead two online women’s Bible studies. I also post devotionals. I am pursuing my bachelor’s degree through Liberty University’s online program. Despite my illnesses, I have thrived in school. I am a member of Phi Theta Kappa Honor Society, Psi Chi the International Honor Society, and Tau Sigma Honor Society. Abby is my service dog in training. I also have three cats Gracey, Fluffy, and Sadie Rose. I am looking forward to hearing your precious story. Sending hugs, prayers, and spoons. Have an amazing day!

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